Wednesday, June 18, 2008

full and empty.

twice in one day. again.
i think this journal is like safety or something.
my hidden world in a world.
and today is just a shitty day.
that's all there is to it.
i woke up with great intentions to begin writing myself down.
and i didn't get far.
i wrote "my story".
and then the weight of the world again. in my heart.
and i can't find words to describe these feelings.
but, how do i even begin writing about a world that is so full of pain and harm.
how do i do it?
i want my paper to be powerful and i want to go directly to the heart.
i want to show how much we hurt each other. how much more gentle we need to be to people.
oh gosh.
it's a full moon.
and i guess this is what happens to me when the moon is full.
i fill.
and empty.

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